Maeryn.
A celtic name meaning "bitterness". This is a reference to my own celtic name and heritage.
She is an alternative reflection of me. She wears a mask because she has no identity, she is me.. but she can't be me, while I am being me.
She is like a vardøger from scandinavian folklore.
"...where a spirit with the subject's footsteps, voice, scent, or appearance and overall demeanor precedes them in a location or activity, resulting in witnesses believing they've seen or heard the actual person, before the person physically arrives." - Vardøger, Wikipedia
She started appearing within the last two to three years, while I've been coping with my late teenage years. She may have been around for a lot longer than that in essence but that is when her physicality began.
She doesn't do anything but stand and stare, usually appearing before I have to make a big choice in my life.
*This shares some similarities with the film "Black Swan". Although, I do not like that film, I think I will try to watch it to try and gain more ideas.
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